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my politically correct dream
► Tuesday, March 1, 2011
i want to be the one who excels in many things
the one who scores A1s in everything.
i wish, i wish.
erika is not helping me by saying that i should stop pushing myself and being so hardworking.
doesnt she get that there are millions of others studying a million times harder and more than me?
im not a smart person by nature.
i have to keep practicing and practicing, writing and rewriting notes just to understand a topic.
im not like others, who can just listen in class and go home knowing how to do homework.
no im not like that.
im definitely a slow learner compared to the majority of the people in this school.
i always find myself... falling alseep on the sofa due to fatigue,with many things left to do,
and i regret it immediately.
dont.want.to.be.the.first.to.fall.
in fact, i want to be the last one standing.
its a tough world out there.
you have to save yourself.
the one who scores A1s in everything.
i wish, i wish.
erika is not helping me by saying that i should stop pushing myself and being so hardworking.
doesnt she get that there are millions of others studying a million times harder and more than me?
im not a smart person by nature.
i have to keep practicing and practicing, writing and rewriting notes just to understand a topic.
im not like others, who can just listen in class and go home knowing how to do homework.
no im not like that.
im definitely a slow learner compared to the majority of the people in this school.
i always find myself... falling alseep on the sofa due to fatigue,with many things left to do,
and i regret it immediately.
dont.want.to.be.the.first.to.fall.
in fact, i want to be the last one standing.
its a tough world out there.
you have to save yourself.
